Hey everybody, here's a live Sharon Van Etten show I've listened to a dozen times in the past couple years. Maybe it'll help you, too. https://archive.org/details/SharonVanEtten2012-12-15.nyctaper
That was a year. A couple of wordpress projects, a couple of gigs. Bought a house and moved to a different town.
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